@thevoyevoda Merry chritmas, have some video game allegory Jesus!
I'm Koeji, a 24-year-old creative writing & English graduate! This blog is mostly Sound Horizon, Tales of, literature, and pretty things. Icon by ikb19o!
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« Instantly, everything appeared in her mind, passing before her in a panorama. Earth she saw from a defective spaceship she piloted instead of heroes. Her beloved son Adamska who was born during the Normandy landings. Nuclear tests in Nevada. A feeling of content while forming Cobra unit. Major Zero. Jack. EVA. Strangelove. Philosophers. Her father’s back. Snake on the suspension bridge. Ten minutes with Snake under the snow of white petals. Apollo 11 landing on the Moon. Assassination of Kennedy. Snake receiving a title of Big Boss. Huey’s son involved in Metal Gear REX construction. Created from cells of Big Boss Twin Snakes and their cursed fate. Big Mama, their surrogate mother. Young man called Raiden.
The day she killed Sorrow.
Events of past, present and future appeared in her mind all at once. Causes and effects unfolded, making her understand.
«I must let them know», she thought. Pentagon, Snake and Strangelove. All the people.
Future is still exists.
Our world still has a future.
Human world is tied to time. Every event causes a consequence. But people always think of returning to origin. Those who was born blessed respect and protect their origins. But those who was doomed to misery curse their fate.
Hate the past, or protect the past.
This is the cause of the tragedy humanity faces.
Human history is a bloodstained battle for the magnificent family tree. If we dig out roots of the tree, looking for origin, it will cause an inevitable tragedy.
Human life isn’t a tree.Snake, don’t search for liberty; search for freedom. And tell this to the world.
The Boss took control of the Peace Walker. »
Metal Gear Solid Peace Walker novelization
1 year ago
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My comics take an obscenely long time to do since i have no setting between doodle and “it must be perfect before i can show anybody” but anyway this is in the top 5 raidens i’ve ever drawn
Anonymous asked: Hey, I saw your blog about your eurotophobia and I wont ask about details but is your phobia primarily extreme disgust or actual fear? I'm sorry, I don't know who else to ask because no one seems to know what it is
Hi anon, oh god I’m never on Tumblr anymore and this ask is two months old I’m so sorry. I hope you’re still looking for an answer for this.
I think whatever post you’re referring to is probably fairly old by now, so I’m not sure exactly what I said. I’m not sure I would call my feelings eurotophobia anymore. My feelings about this matter have changed a lot, so I’ll try to answer as a combination of my past and current selves.
Fear and disgust are very related. When I see my own parts, for example, my base instinct is “get this away from me, oh god.” I can’t tell if it’s because I’m afraid or disgusted. Probably both.
If it’s a sexual partner’s genitals–well, the jury is out on that one right now. It’s an issue I’ve been working on very intensely over the past year or so, so my feelings in a month might be different from how they are now. I can say right now that I find them very intimidating and would rather not look directly at them. I can more squarely place that feeling as /fear/. It causes me fear and anxiety, but I don’t think “oh god, get it away from me.” Possibly because with a partner, I can easily remove myself from the situation. In contrast, I can’t run away from myself.
Anyway, at the core, my feelings about genitals are definitely tied into my various complexes regarding sexual activity in general. I won’t get into that bc it’s far more than you asked for, lol. What I can say with certainty is that gradually exposing myself to sexual situations involving “female” genitals has eased my anxieties about them, both on other people and on myself. Of course I can’t recommend that to anyone else! It’s a very personal decision.
Again I’m sorry this is two months late, if you have any more questions feel free to drop me another ask and I’ll try to respond more quickly! I’m more often on twitter these days if you’d like to talk there instead. I’m @KoejiLaurant .
